November 09, 2007 It's weird the way you always say you promise this and that but never get about doing it ; or so it seems to me. But what the hell I'm immunised to it.. Well, almost. Because at the end of it all everything just fades away when I see you and I just can't help but smile, feel contented and start wondering why I ever wasted my time getting upset, at least for a few days, then I get upset and just when I'm about to forget you ever existed, you reappear almost immediately and this whole this cycle repeats over and over again. I wonder what is it about you that makes me see you in a different light from the way I see others. You da man! Very good, I have no comments.
Hmm, my life is oh-so-perfect. But it's just so damn amazing how I manage to ignore whatever I want to ignore, or maybe I just can't help myself. Whatever.
Maybe I should blame it on my cramps which is leaving me in pain and such extreme mood swings. I just don't feel myself today.
And on a sidenote after doing much thinking, I really start to wonder what's on a guy's mind? Lets see (I'm stereotyping btw) : love, sex, short skirts and sleazy dressing, PDAs (public display of affection), passion, partying, making out, booze, getting drunk, ogling at girls, smoking, one night stands? All with the exception of a handful, and I really mean a handful, like sunshine (and I suppose noch too right angez? =p). Maybe I should suggest them buying those inflatable screwing dolls, it'll be the u perfect girlfriend! Oh but if they really want to have a touch of affection maybe they can pay for them in somewhere called Geylang? Hmm, seems like nix has a huge grudge again guys, well, most of them. Splendid!
Whatever it is, no. I'm gonna be who I am and I'm not going to change. Hmm maybe my next aim is to go play around and see how many I can get back at. Hmm, okay joking. No way I'm going to degrade myself and let myself be cited as a whore. :D
I think I should just turn lesbian because girls understand girls best (:
On a happier note, my sis is back!
I wonder, if I'll enjoy my birthday. Hmm? All this thinking makes me tired, I just want to break away from it all.